오늘 하루만 이 하루만 모른 척 해줘요 그대 마음을
Just today, just for today, pretend like you don’t know, your heart
오늘 하루만 입안 가득 머금은 얘기를 뱉지 말아요
just today, please don’t say the words filling your mouth 
모두 알고 있지만 포기 할 수 없는 맘
everyone knows but the feelings I cannot let go
이제는 나도 어쩔 수가 없어요
now even I can’t do anything
모든 걸 잃은 채로 무너져가는 내게 한 번만 손을 내밀어 봐 주세요
I’ve lost everything and I’m breaking down 
오늘 하루만 이 하루만 날 받아주세요
just this once, hold out your hand to me
just today, just for today, accept me  

나라는 기억쯤은 그대의 방안에서 구겨져 버린 걸 난 알고 있어요

sitting here,
engulfed by the cigarette smell,
disturbed by the sound of flipping pages from your book
and this tune in repeat.
oh wise old one,
i’ve been too a shame to speak to you,
but i’ll stay unmoved,
all night, 
promise,
to watch you fall asleep,
while your grey hair flirts with the wind.

(4th day)

i’m going insane,

so

so

insane.  

i stood there, wet,
staring at the falling water drips,
soaking my shirt,
damping my frozen fingers.

i was shivering.

straight ahead me
painted a number on a block,
201.

you might forget,
but,
we once agreed how ugly the font was.  

it was the same setting,
i peeped at people in their houses,
moving and playing,
but i wasn’t talking this time,
i was lost in my own drama,
it was so quiet that
i could hear him stroking her hair
and the smell of pizza through the glasses.

the waiter,
she was so happy,
and i wonder if she really is.

this tune was playing in my shuffle,
and i close my eyes,
just to feel you near me,
i came out with all excuses,
to forgive the anger,
to forget the done,
and to bake some dreams

somehow
i was too wide awake,
to be dreaming,
over and over again.

the magic stops. 
it stop working,
so much that
i began bleeding.

I didn’t leave you empty because you are a man.
I left it empty because you fear to be my man. 

it was in the crowd,
i see all of us drowning,
in artificial blinks,
then we wake up
unbounded,
spurting everywhere

OST from happythankyoumoreplease.

6 days and counting. be strong.