love is like an appetite.
it’s dangerous like that.
Have no greater purpose
Know your skin.
In the oddness hours of your distance,
I find myself questioning the unnecessary
and I have tried to be an oblivious person
and pretend to forget
why does it hurt so much
to always able to learn the truth
and know that you are always right
when you always wish
i’m specially unspecial to you.
when the same thing keeps going on a loop in your mind
you forgot that how much time have past
as you stood there, unknowingly.
while your finger began to wrinkle from the long shower
and your thoughts began questioning you…
What is it that we are so afraid of?
Trust is like… how one learns to swim for the first time.
First of all, one needs to accept water, the new medium. Accepting is something not everyone is able to do, sometimes it’s not that you don’t trust the person but you failed to believe you can trust the person. Like me, I ended up not knowing how to swim properly. Perhaps because i never trusted the water. Not that the water is not safe but because I failed to believe that I could float in a medium that i’ve not experience before.
Relationships are like water.
Too much heat, it evaporates
Too much cold, it freezes and break
What we aim to achieve is to maintain it at a liquid state.
Immersing ourselves in an experiential realm of movements with a different gravity and space.
Then we are able to fall in the water without believe that we will drown.
Trust is accepting the new relationship.
It takes more than just one practice to make it perfect,
It takes a lifetime to even get one to believe in you,
Ask yourself, if you are ready to accept.
Else you’ll just keep depending on the float.
To trust me is to trust yourself.
Remove the float and open your arms
Swim and drown, if may and must.
The desire to conquer the new medium
is when trust is at it’s maximum
Trust me, not.